JUNKBOY'S WORLD!!!

life...
just had a great time laughing with officemate friends. we played charades. never felt so good. nagpapaka emo kasi ako for these past few days. i just had a lot of thinking. about myself, my future...my love----my life.

when i was in my high school and college days, i often say to my working friends, 'bakit hindi na lang kayo humingi ng pera sa parents nio? it's their responsibility anyway'. that was really my thinking. if they did it for the past...hmmm...say 20 years, then maybe they can extend it to another 20 years or more. but when i was nearing my graduation, i realized that that was one of my dumbest ideas. parents should be freed from responsibilities. so here i am searching for the so called ' bright future'.... LIFE

another thing. i am sad kasi mahirap din pala pag tumatanda ka na. it's the time where people just come and go. you go to work and you meet your officemates and then become friends eventually. pero dahil kailangan mo ng career move, you will think of that and second na lang yung na establish mo na relationship sa mga officemates mo. kasi ur thinking of your future. at dahil jan, lilipat ka ng ibang work, meet ulet friends. it's a cycle. but of course, you get to keep the close friends you have. mas mahirap saken to. im emotionally attached kasi sa mga friends eh. kahit sa mga tao na ka close ko. kaya naiinis ako sa mga goodbye2x na yan eh. hai... LIFE ulet.

andami kong iniisip ngaun. urong sulong na mga decisions, excitement for another challenge, separation anxiety. hai life life nga! sana naging elementary na lang ako!

mama, puedeng maging born again...literal? hhihihih. ^_^