JUNKBOY'S WORLD!!!

im here in the internet station now...
i arranged everything...my clothes, documents, shoes, and other things.i am ready to leave-----NOT!!!!

this morning at church, when the time of greetings and announcements came, i was shocked because it was announced that i was leaving. at eto ang climax, pinatayo pa ako para ma recognize ng mga tao. kamusta ka naman?! sanguine akong tao pero pramis... ayoko ng mga ganyan. alam ko naman kasi na babalik naman ako dito eh. i will just be home for a year just to help my family. the IBC choir gave me scrapbook with all the dedications. i was blessed with one of my titas telling me na she was blessed because i sacrificed my career and my joy for my family. YUP! I will continuously do that. besides, mama is not the manhid type. besides, sabi nia, if i am bored sa negosyo, punta lang ako ng manila. o dba? winner si inay! haha! ^_^

hai... I am killing time. ill not sleep. dun na sa plane. kanina naman, si marian, my twin (hala!) ay nag emote. haha! we went to cavite to have a despidida for me. when we went back to manila, kamusta ka naman. biglang nag reminisce. and she cried sa van. mars, keri yan! anuba! ako naiiyak din. pinipigilan ko lang. baka d nio ako mapatahan eh. heheh! pero thanks for the company talaga and for everything.

church friends here in manila, you are definitely a blessing... *bow*


joni fur, mabalik pako d! thanks sa mga libre! riza, kitakits sa bacolod ha! masskara tau! thanks kasi kahit matagal na hindi nagkikita, d pa rin tau aloof.

Coastal pips! i shall return! *bow din* haha!

see u bacolod in the next 3 hours. ^_^

i have no work now... and im still waiting for monday for me to go back to bacolod. and I AM NOT USED TO... hai... kelangan ko ng action. kelangan ko ng samting to do. dvd marathon couldn't satisfy me...kelangan! waah!! hai...pero yaan ko na. kasi puno naman ako ng action pagdating ko sa bacolod sa store namin. im preparing it already.

bum bum bum for 1 week! waaahhh!!!!

yuck! emotional na naman ako! ayoko nito! nagiging emotional na naman ako!

hai...since hindi ko kayang ipakita sa mga tao, dito na lang sa blog.

this is my (formal) last day sa Coastal. naghabilin na ako kung ano ang kelangang gawin sa mga ganito ganyan, mga assignments ko. I really tried to focus on work (naks) muna kasi ayoko ng mga usapang mahaba lalo na kung ma ttouch ung pag alis ko. kasi naman, kasama mo ng 5 araw, 9 na oras and to top it all, my officemate friends are the coolest people i know. walang kyeme sa buhay, walang arte at masayahin na tao. wala problema, tawa lang ng tawa. hai... I will miss you guyz! grabe! sobrang tuwang tuwa ako dito sa exerience ko. hanggang sa muli!

walang goodbye2x muna ha. enjoy the moment! last banchetto day pa ako maya!

tao ka ba?
- kasi ang mga tao ay hindi perpekto...nagkakamali po sila.

sigurado ka ba sa pinagsasabi mo?
- kasi feeling ko parang alam mo lahat eh. tandaan: magkaiba ang sitwasyon ng mga tao.

ano ba ang role mo sa buhay?
- ako alam ko na ung saken.

ok ka lang?
- may problema ka? intindihin mo muna problema mo bago ang iba.

manhid ka ba?
- alam mo ba kung may nasasaktan kang MGA tao sa mga pinaggagawa mo? listahan kita?

ikaw ba to?
-kung ikaw nga, baka nga para sa iyo to...

life...
just had a great time laughing with officemate friends. we played charades. never felt so good. nagpapaka emo kasi ako for these past few days. i just had a lot of thinking. about myself, my future...my love----my life.

when i was in my high school and college days, i often say to my working friends, 'bakit hindi na lang kayo humingi ng pera sa parents nio? it's their responsibility anyway'. that was really my thinking. if they did it for the past...hmmm...say 20 years, then maybe they can extend it to another 20 years or more. but when i was nearing my graduation, i realized that that was one of my dumbest ideas. parents should be freed from responsibilities. so here i am searching for the so called ' bright future'.... LIFE

another thing. i am sad kasi mahirap din pala pag tumatanda ka na. it's the time where people just come and go. you go to work and you meet your officemates and then become friends eventually. pero dahil kailangan mo ng career move, you will think of that and second na lang yung na establish mo na relationship sa mga officemates mo. kasi ur thinking of your future. at dahil jan, lilipat ka ng ibang work, meet ulet friends. it's a cycle. but of course, you get to keep the close friends you have. mas mahirap saken to. im emotionally attached kasi sa mga friends eh. kahit sa mga tao na ka close ko. kaya naiinis ako sa mga goodbye2x na yan eh. hai... LIFE ulet.

andami kong iniisip ngaun. urong sulong na mga decisions, excitement for another challenge, separation anxiety. hai life life nga! sana naging elementary na lang ako!

mama, puedeng maging born again...literal? hhihihih. ^_^

im slowly debriefing myself of what will happen to me for these next coming weeks.

i will be out of Coastal ( my workplace) after two weeks. this one talaga, im preparing. anhirap mahiwalay dito...totoo. as in. the work, money esp. ang mga tao. i like the people here lalo na sa division namin because of their character. may mga buhay2x naman sila pero when we meet, it's as if we have been friends for how many years already. kaya right now, dinedebrief ko na talaga sarili ko with this because i know talaga na this is the hardest part to let go. naks! parang syota ah. haha! seriously, i really love the people na sa office. kaya hai...dazz lyps!

isa pa, i will be out of manila for a year. ill be staying in Bacolod and do business there. It's kinda hard knowing that i'm already used to the lifestyle here. the hussles and bussles of life, the near death experience bus rides, the stress-giving overpasses and underpasses in EDSA and Makati etc etc. un ang i dedebrief ko kasi eto..my business will not be in BACOLOD city per se, pero sa isa pang town ng NEGROS ISLAND. in short, d sia citylife.kaya ang aking number one kalaban, BOREDOM! kaya pag resign ko,bili ako ng PS2 dun para ma aliw ako dun at parang hindi na rin mabagal ang oras. hai hai hai...

so far, yan pa lang ang debriefing moments ko. hai... kakayanin ko to. again, ill stand on my decision. nothing to lose. got lots of fallback. so help me God. ^_^

hai... kung ang buhay nga naman o.


i am all thanks to my company, (now will be my ex next week) for giving a lot of opportunities para mag grow at ma practice ko ung profession ko talaga as a marketing graduate. ang buhay sa kumpanya namin ay masaya, malungkot, puno ng chismis, yosi breaks, eat out togeder, borlog, internet, computer games at marami pang iba. in short, normal environment din sia for night shift workers. pero wag ka. ang pinakamaganda ay ang pagkakuha ng malalaking benta at isipin ang makukuhang komisyon sa sunod na sweldo.

kaya sa aking pag-aalis, iniisip ko na tama na ung naipundar kong taon at buwan na ikinalagi ko dito sa aming kumpanya para ako ay makaranas ng sinasabi nilang trabaho sa corporate business world. at ngayon ay may bago akong tinatahak na landas. kung sa iba ay mali ang desisyon ko sa pagtiwalag sa aking mga opismeyt dun sa kumpanya at ung iba naman ay iniisip na yayaman ako ng bonggang bongga sa aking landas na tatahakin, eto lang masasabi ko sa inyo:

desisyon ko to at kung anu man ang kahihinatnan sa desisyon ko, si Lord na ang bahala.
basta ako, pagod na ako at naka pokus na ako sa bagong gagawin ko.

kaya dahil jan, gusto kong magpasalamat sa inyong lahat! ibang direksyon naman ang aking gagawin ngaun.
salamat sa mga opismeyt na naging kaibigan
salamat sa bossing na naging kaibigan den
salamat sa team lider ko na ka kaibigan ko pagkapatapos nia akong suwaying sa pag internet
salamat sa kumpanya na nagbibigay sa akin ng panggastos .

SALAMAT SALAMAT!
as usual, inaantok naman ang mata habang ginagawa to. haha!

i received this text message for a long time already. minsan ganito ako eh:

a philo prof gave 1 question 4 d final exam

d clas wd settld wn d prof touchd hs chair and asked:

'usng evrythng we'v lernd ds sem, prove dt ds chair does NOT EXIST'

d whol class asnwrd 4 an hour bt d laziest st2dent finished d test n les dn a minute.

1 wik l8r, d grades wer posted nd class and d lazy st2dnt got d highst scor. his answer consistd of juz 2 words.

'WAT CHAIR?'

--d end---

 

dba ang saya! wag nating i complicado ang buhay. kaya natin to.

eto...basahin nio

got this from yahoo.com:

AMSTERDAM (Reuters) - Unlucky for some? Dutch statisticians have established that Friday 13th, a date regarded in many countries as inauspicious, is actually safer than an average Friday.

A study published on Thursday by the Dutch Centre for Insurance Statistics (CVS) showed that fewer accidents and reports of fire and theft occur when the 13th of the month falls on a Friday than on other Fridays.

"I find it hard to believe that it is because people are preventatively more careful or just stay home, but statistically speaking, driving is a little bit safer on Friday 13th," CVS statistician Alex Hoen told the Verzekerd insurance magazine.

In the last two years, Dutch insurers received reports of an average 7,800 traffic accidents each Friday, the CVS study said. But the average figure when the 13th fell on a Friday was just 7,500.

There were also fewer incidents of fire and theft, although the average value of losses on Fridays 13th was slightly higher.

(Reporting by Tineke van der Struik; Editing by Catherine Evans)

 

I wanna teach my dog some tricks. His name is Ming2x Josep and he is a shih tzu. I know I know. its a weird name but it makes him unique and identifiable. thats why i named him that. I checked some facts about his breed. ainaku!! prinsipe pala ang mga ito during ancient times! they were dogs of prominent personalities and they were being given all the love and care that they need. food, bath, etc etc. kaya pala medyo slave ako ng aso kong to! kakainis. ginawa pa akong alila! haha!! but i love the dog. he makes me happy. first akong nag alaga ng aso dito sa manila.

pero i want to teach him some new tricks. paturo! haha! ung simple lang! :)

hai life...
i never expected something bad will really happen to me last month. this happened two weeks ago. I went to a mall with my bro to watch a movie. I usually dont carry a lot of things when i go out. i just bring my wallet and my card holder. one big wallet: for money, pictures, and other stuff as long as it fits. the other one is where i place my cards,cards and cards. hai... i thought that it would be best to have these two rather than just have one para hindi naman all-in-one lost ang mga things.hehehe... and then,inside the moviehouse, i was very restless na hindi ko alam. hindi naman ako na jejebs. pero ayun. i was sleepy then so i wasnt able to check my pockets if i had all two together.the next day, hai...wla na ung cardholder ko....lost! nawala! i dont know how...but i was speculating that it happened inside the theater. kakainis. wala akong id, credit card, atm, etc! pati  SM advantage card ko! bago pa naman un. haha!!!

and the consequences???

* i have to call the credit card for cancelation of the account. mabuti na lang at si mama ang gumawa
* i have to go to the bank to block my atm. my shift ends at 6am. so, i have to wait like 3 hours here in the office kasi 9 sila bumubukas.
*i have to prepare an affidavit of loss para sa mga ito.though its not that hard because manila has lots of "street lawyers", i still have to spend like 100+ for this. puede pa pang value meal sana.
*have to explain to the building guard that i lost my id. believe me...this will take me like 5 minutes to be interrogated and to sign up sa kanilang log in paper. the bad thing here is... buzzer beater ako sa office. i usually reach the office like 5minutes beforethe shift starts. so panu un kung 5 mins pa akong mag eexplain? dba?!

kaya eto, im still here sa office. I should be going home na sana pero i still have to wait for the bank to open. hai...im tired!! i hope this incident will not happen again. I wish.

you are old enough...
you already know what to do...
you should be extra sensitive...
you should think less of yourself first...
you should think more for your family...

know your priorities...
know your responsibilities...
know your purpose first...
know what needs to be done and what is not...

you know the situation...you don't have to be reprimanded...

this has gone too far...im tired and hurt.
you better make it good because you know the consequences in the future....it'll not only fall for you or me but to our family as well.

straighten up your ways...im not the oldest brother in the family...



this is a sibling rivalry. just needed to take this off my chest.

kausapin nio ako!!!! inaantok ako! d ako makatrabaho ng maayos dahil inaantok ako!!!
bigyan nio ako ng website, youtube topics, lahat!!! para maaliw ako! huuhuhuh....
magparamdam kau ngayon! kelangan kong gumising. huwaaa!

 puede ba? puede? haha! ^_^

 

but heck!! natawa ako dito! thanks Tim (officemate). at dahil jan,magtrabaho na tayo! haha!

 

ansaya maghabol ng kung anu-ano:

kaninang umaga after shift, hinabol ko ung MRT kasi punta ako ng makati para sunduin ang tutulong sa akin sa bahay at sa paglinis sa kay MING2x josep (ung aso ko)

pagdating ko sa bahay ng friend ko, hinahabol ko ung hininga ko dahil sa dami ng kinain ko dun.

hinabol ko ung oras ng tulog ko kasi hindi ako makatulog sa ingay ng tv, housemates at kulet ni ming2x josep

at ngayon2x lang, hinabol ko ung mga quota ko sa trabaho at eto....NA MEET KO SILA NGAYONG MONTH NATO!

dba ansaya maghabulan? deadlines etc.ansaya! haha!

I am having a good summer break lately. had been to the beach, had been absent for the past days sa office (niahah!!!) and this is the most fun fun fun---going back to BACOLOD CITY!

hehe...i can recall that i just went home last february for my lolos burial. and i also stayed there for than 1 week i guess because. at tapos eto naman. at dahil creative akong magkwento sa blog ko. eto ang nangyari. sa ym to habang nag oofis ako. had a chat with mama.

ma: to, I miss you.
jenmai: i miss u too ma.
ma: kamusta ka naman jan?
jenmai: eto, ok lang. gusto kong umuwi.
ma: sige!! umuwi ka. may libreng flight ka naman sa cebu pacific eh.
jenmai: oo nga ma no. pero panu un...absent naman ako dito sa office
ma: ewan ko sa iyo...basta miss na kita
jenmai: uwi ako jan ma?
ma: uwi ka na dito. mag buk ka na ng flight
jenmai: sige ma! *

at dun natapos. at dahil namiss lang ako ng mama ko, umuwi ako. hahah!!! pero may halong family meeting naman eh kasi we have special matters to discuss pa kasi. emergency meeting kumbaga. kaya ayun. hai...whattalife.

at dahil jan, I was able to maximize my mini summer vacation there. kakamiss ang bacolod. the breeze, the home, the dabarkads there, etc. had a great time with my IVCF friends din. we had a small reunion and went to the lagoon and had sharing moments. corny pero masaya sia. haha! at dahil family ang uwi ko, most of my time was spent with mama and papa and indai. grabe! kain galore at road trip ang drama namin. my bestfriend alex was there too.

we went to mambukal resort, gerrys grille, drank shake, enjoy my parents company, sing classical songs with my father and many more! grabe! daming nangyari. ansaya!!!

i wanna go back home. bakasyon lang para masaya.
haha!

tagged by ann bajo. i posted this actually from my last blog entry. at dahil jan, eto...

Ten Random Facts about Me:

1. hmmm..wearing pajamas and rugged clothes were my style when i was in elem up tp college (hmmm...konti na lang ngaun) i wear them when i go to malls, hotels, gig, bars. so basically, if they see me wearing those, the popular line that i get is "wow! anlaki ng bahay mo ah! nasan sala mo?!" akalain mo ba naman yan! i dont know. maybe my parents were just so not into checking their son's attire. kaya nakaugalian na rin nila. there were also times back then that tey will really get surprised if i wear pants and polo. haha! pero ngaun na nag ttatrabaho na ako, guess i can't do that anymore. hhihihi

2. I usually rub my stomach when i sleep. My mom actually saw that when i was sleeping beside her. we were talking and then I slept during the talk. then she saw me rubbing my stomach and do the lip sound (yung parang tumitikim ng pagkain). weird daw kasi malusog na ako at that time. hahah!!! kaya medyo bonjing ang dating. pero hello! it's one of life's pleasures!

3. I eat almost anything...aside from panis siempre. try me!!

4.I am a traveler. I have been traveling since i was a kid. from visayas to mindanao. pero theres one lacking. hindi pa ako nakapagtravel dito sa luzon. hanggang laguna pa lang ako. kelangan ko ng ayusin ang traveling ko. huhuhuh

5. I love the night shift. walang traffic, pollution. ok na ako sa night shift. kung mag chchange naman ako ng work na dayshift, it should be na sa bacolod kasi walang pollution, traffic etc etc.

6. I dont wear branded clothes... well, but i do wear unusual ones. yung mga likes ko mga spoof shirts, plains, mga ganun. i dont know. its in my system already na im buying the name but not the quality. kaya ayun.

7. I love slumber parties! gusto kong matulog sa ibat ibang bahay. hehe. wala lang. i just like new environments and beds??!! haha!!! kaya masaya ako basta natutulog ako sa mga bahay ng friends ko. well, ngaun e iba na ngaun kasi istorbo na but yeah, this has been my addiction when i was in high school.

eto ang updated.
8. I love listening to classical music! bigyan mo ako ng mga ganung songs at kaya ko yang tagalan kahit isang araw.

9. I am still a sucker for video games! hai...eventhough na im not that good already (gone are the days...), arcade games and even psp and now TIMEZONE is a magnet! my gulay! i can stand not eating but not visiting a gaming place???!!!! o'cmon! haha

10. I have a Buntalilid blood... don't ask... you don't wanna know. hehehe

break...
anu ba un?

bakit kelangan ko nito? im always with the dabarkads and all...and i seem to enjoy naman sa kanilang company. as in enjoy talaga. pero what makes me think na kelangan ko pa rin ng break?

siguro dahil may gusto akong gawin na hindi rin nila gustong gawin?
siguro dahil may kelangan lang akong ayusin sa buhay ko na mag isa lang ako?
siguro may mga moments na gusto kong mapag isa lang ako?
siguro kelangan ko lang ng TOTOONG BREAK?

haiyayay...hindi ko alam. Lord, bigyan mo ako ng break pls... ^_^

wala lang...eto ang magawa ng tao na hindi na alam ang gagawin sa ofis. haha!

rules: dugtungan lamang ang mga salita na makagawa ng isang tot (thought) niehey!

kung ako ay bibigyan ng powers ng isang araw....
   * ako ay kakainin ng mga paborito kong food at mag eexercise to the highest level para ma burn ang calories at fats na na store ko at para hindi ako tataba (ay hala). haha!!

ang isang tao ay....
   * kailangang matuto kung ano ang kanyang limitasyon sa buhay. ibig sabihin, hindi sia puede maging Diyos.

ang bata ay...
   * isang nilalang na kailangang ipakita at ipadama ang tawag na pagmamahal para lumaking masayahin at hindi may galit sa buhay.

ang karir ko ay...
   * ay isang mang aawit sa entablado. kung hindi man, ako ay magtuturo sa isang magarang music school sa buong mundo.

andito ako sa manila...
   * upang patunayan ko sa sarili ko at sa pamilya ko na keri ko na ang tawag na ' totoong buhay'.

kaya lang...
   * , umuuwi pa rin ako sa bacolod every  2 months. break the record ako ngaun kasi magiging once a month na sia. hahaha!!!!

ang pagsama sa matanda...
   * ay hindi naging boring sa akin kasi lahat ng mga matatanda na kasama ko ay coolness naman.

ang pagsama sa mga konyo't konya...
   * ay nakakairita! d ako bagay sa kanila. junkboy ako eh. HAHAHA!!!

kung ayaw nila sa akin...
   * gusto ko pa rin sila. mabait ako eh. ^_^

ang paggawa ng kamalian...
   * ay normal lang no! kasi kung hindi tau gumawa ng kamalian, Diyos na tau nian. Romans 3:23

ang mga kaibigan...
   * ay kelangan nanjan sa both good times at bad times.

ang pagiging Kristiano...
   * ay hindi ang pagsuot ng palda, long sleeves at shiny shoes o ang pag participate sa church activites parati.

si Jenmai...
   * ay isang nilalang ng Diyos na nilikha upang maging masaya ang kanyang magulang. hahaah!!!

si MJ...
   * ay empleyado ng Coastal na masaya kasi may benta. pero nalulungkot pag walang benta. kalakip ng trabaho nia ay ang paglalaro, pagchchat, at pag youyoutube etc.

Masaya ang buhay...
  * ayoko ng dugtungan. agree na ako jan! ^_^